34 and 1/2 weeks!

you guys i am 34 and a 1/2 weeks, like almost 35. i say and a 1/2 because in my mind 6 weeks seems like forever but 5 and 1/2 sounds SO much better! i gave up on my weekly updates because it was making me depressed looking  back and being further along then the last post. i also found the last few weeks to be really hard. and i am not just talking about being pregnant. (i am sure that has had me a tad bit more emotional)  life has been hard the last few weeks. it seems like there have been multiple things/people  who have let me down, people that were not suppose to do that, ya know? not going into details... i am just glad those few days are over. and this babe is getting closer to being here in my arms because i am ready to meet him!

@31- 34 weeks.

it seems this boy is getting BIG and strong! like no more room in my belly and sometimes those little jabs hurt.
the doc says he is head down and more then likely won't turn at this point.
gained only 1 lb. in the last 4 weeks. which is good.
my feet were swollen last night for the first time.
i like being able to poke at my belly and feeling my baby. its pretty crazy.
my poor poor belly button looks miserable.
no stretch marks yet.
i can rarely wear both my ring and wedding band any more.
i feel like i could cry about most everything lately.
i have major anxiety when the babe is taking it easy. i want him to move around at all times, never stop. not even to sleep. :)
it is HOT! holy cow. i feel like i've never felt it so hot. i am NEVER cold. rarely am i feeling like its a good temp inside or out. and then i went to las vegas (more on that later) but we couldn't even get out of the pool it was so hot.
i have been having major heart burn. i feel like acid is running up and down my throat.
night time just seem to get harder and harder. i am so tired but can't sleep. either a: my arms asleep. b: both my feet are asleep or c: i can't stop thinking about the baby moving.
i have been feeling super tired lately, i think its a mixture of not sleeping and growing this little guy.
my tummy feels like its next to my heart and has little room for food. i get stuffed so fast, and i barely eat anything.
ammie finished up his bedding and i am in LOVE!
the name game is just that a game. we switch names every other day. still the top of our list remains the same.


*we had our first baby shower and i am so grateful for all who came and supported us and this little guy. i have a few more showers coming up and i am super excited! maybe ill remember to take a few pictures.


*here i am the day before i turned 34 weeks!

 *my dad had a birthday. i love him. and couldn't ask for a better daddy! can't wait to see him with his grand baby, who he likes to call kobe jordan. :)


* me and j went to vegas. i am so glad e made it possible for us to spend some time together alone. we didn't really do anything and i think that is what made it so special for me. it was so nice to just be with jordan, no distractions. we didn't have to work. or take care of the dogs. or clean. or water the lawn. it was seriously so nice. again, i suck at taking pictures. but this is part of our room. our room was huge. i love bath tubs and this one was so nice and big!

* crafts. we haven't been doing our monthly girl's night craft. :( but i have been doing some on my own. here is my latest. i made the flags on stands, the star banner and put together the rest! i wish the picture of the window was a little bit better, it looks better in person!

* we went to pool party on the 4th. super fun. we were so tired after we didn't do anything but eat and lay around. perfect 4th if you ask me. i am NOT a firework person.

* and my flowers. i love my flowers. i wish i could have pretty gardens year round. maybe we should move to california.

*look at this little guy, he is getting so big. lately he has made my days full of fun. he will be 2 in just a few weeks. crazy how big he is getting.

* we went to a friends concert. super fun. glad there were places for me to sit. (this was the night my feet got a tad swollen. this pic is awesome, huh? jordan took it! 

*and last but not least. our dogs are still alive. my patients runs thin most days with just about everyone/thing including them. but they are super cute and i love them. they just need a pill to calm them sometimes.