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pregnancy questionnaire.


how far along? although i am 29 weeks today, this is a post about being 28 weeks.
weight gain: 20.
maternity clothes? i have only bought one pair of maternity pants and never wear them because they don't have the big belly band. so thanks to amy i now have a few pairs of really comfy maternity pants. which are only worn occasionally. i usually just wear my XL sweat pants like i did before i was prego. and i have bought some maxi skirts which i love wearing they are so so comfy. shirts, i just wear what i have.
stretch marks? i have these red veins lookin things around my belly but i am not sure that they are stretch marks.
sleep? what is that? i am not joking last night was the worst night ever! i think i got one hour of sleep the whole night. no matter what position i was in my right arm fell asleep, so annoying. and have i mentioned that i really need some sleep?
best moment of the week: also last night. this boy was kicking like crazy and just decided to leave his leg extended and when i felt my belly i could feel his foot. insta smile! i love him so much already.. sleep or no sleep!
miss anything? i really miss running outside in the sun and working out. hopefully after this baby is out i will remember i said this and lose that before mentioned 20 lbs quickly! ( + some)
food cravings? anything that i don't have to cook. i never really enjoyed cooking but now i would almost rather not eat then have to cook something. oh, and i love sweet things. i.e. eggos, whipped cream, candy, cake.. i have serious sweet tooth which is weird because before i was pregnant i rarely craved sweet things.
anything making you sick? i am so glad the majority of the sickness has come and gone!
gender: boy. this week jordan called the baby beckitt. last week it was jameson. ha!!
labor signs: none. hopefully it stays that way for a few more weeks!
belly button? still in. its like a gaping hole it has stretched so much. i am curious to see if it pops out.
wedding ring? still on. getting tighter!
happy or moody most of  the time? moody. sorry guys.
looking forward to? seeing what this boy looks like! holding him. laying on my tummy to sleep. not worrying about less movement. (i probably should stop looking at the internet. everywhere i turn there is a sad story about a mom losing her babe.) naming this guy. smelling him! i think one thing i am so excited for is seeing jordan with him. can't wait!

week 27

@ 27 weeks

drank the sugar drink to test for gestational diabetes. the drink really was NOT bad, why was i so nervous. i really thought it was going to be the worst thing to ever go in my mouth. honestly, it actually tasted fine. really sugary. i would never order that to drink, but not bad. now hopefully i won't have g.d.

@ the dr. i found out i gained another 6 lbs. maybe the eggos before bed every night should stop. :)
i measured 29 instead of 28. maybe that has something to do with gaining 6 lbs. in 4 weeks.

and what is most exciting about these 6 lbs is i now weigh as much as jordan. great!

still unsure about the natural thing.

i seriously CANNOT sleep. and i NEED some sleep. its not even that i feel like my belly is in the way. (other than i prefer to sleep on my belly)  i feel like my neck is going to break. a little dramatic i know but haven't we all learned that i am dramatic about everything. but really my neck can't seem to get comfy. oh and then there are those darn charley horses. do you think they could come sometime other then when i am trying to sleep.

i have mood swings.

i am still grumpy.

i have no patience.

i still love feeling baby boy move. the other night jordan felt him move like crazy. probably a highlight of the week.

we had a bbq for memorial day at our house with family and it was fun getting together! we ate ALL of the food. like scavengers.

i love seeing baby remmi. she makes me even more excited to meet our little man.

i haven't gotten any stretch marks... yet. which is great.

can it be august? :)

this week the name is jamisen... not a done deal. so don't call him that!!

although sometimes i do complain, i am very grateful to be pregnant. its a very constant reminder when i hear about friends/ family so often, still trying.

love this baby boy so much!

25 & 26

25 & 26

well.. behind as usual. i hate to say it but these last 2 weeks have flown by! sometimes when i think that it has already been a week and i need to blog again, it seems like i just did. at the same time i am still just 27 weeks pregnant (tomorrow) and i just want to be closer to 40.

@ 25 weeks

photo of me and my growing belly.

markus and mern came to town. markus has to leave soon but mern will be here the rest of the summer. its been fun being all together again.

i have been having super bad pains in my back and lower abdomen and it hasn't been fun.

i didn't vomit once!!

jordan started playing softball with friends, and i love going ever tuesday. he looks extra hot on the field!

mother's day happened! it was great, jordan even got me a present! 2 plants to go in my garden and a shepards hook. we spent the night at ammie's for dinner, j's parent's house for a quick visit followed by a movie with my family. we saw the lucky one, and i hated it. sorry. i felt like there was no point. i could have told you what happened in the movie by just watching the previews.

we went bowling, i fell. really nice.

my dogs drive me bonkers sometimes. but then i wake up to this. and i love them all over again. this is knox, our only giant dog we will ever own, and he loves to cuddle jordan every morning.

@ 26 weeks.

no barfing again!!

pain has gone away slightly which is always nice.

i CANNOT sleep. help me.

i get the worst charley horses in my calfs at night. wow.

miss remmi made her grand appearance. love her already. she makes me want this baby boy here even more.

the sports mall pool opened so matthew and i went. he loved it. so did i. the rain can just go back where it came from today.

my sil alex had a bday.

the babe moved more and more this week. he is finding places to kick that don't feel so great.

this week he weighs 2.2 lbs.

i have major anxiety.

we set up the crib. pics to come when room is complete.

our dryer broke. so we bought a new washer and dryer, LOVE!

and we bought a chair for the babies room, LOVE as well!

while sitting in all 200 chairs at rc willey jordan came across this beauty! yes, it stands you up. most likely this was one of the only chairs "made in america".

i am very ready for may to be over, it has not impressed!

until next time. heres to being 27 weeks tomorrow! 

(don't mind that these pictures are super grainy.)

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@ 24 weeks.

i am so tired. i can't sleep. i think about the craziest things all night, i can't get comfy and when i finally go to sleep, 5 minutes later i have to pee.

matthew (the babe i nanny) now knows where the baby is and gives him kisses. cutest ever.

went to st. george for girls weekend, got no sleep and a sun burn. my skin no longer tans like it used to. why? it better go back to normal after this boy is born.

told jordan i wanted to name the baby luis, (like i had a dream that he was luis and i really love it)  he HATES it... and i am so sad. beckitt is probably #1 right now with jordan.

feeling/seeing the baby move is amazing. i wish he moved all day, when he stops it makes me feel panicky.

went to the dr. this week. and gained 4 lbs since last appointment. i feel much better about 4 compared to 7.

i have been trying to imagine what he is going to look like a lot lately, secretly i hope he looks just like his daddy and not at all like his mama.  tall, dark and handsome, sounds good to me!

somedays i feel like august might never come and other days i feel like i have so much to do and the baby is going to be here any second.

i am so grumpy. pretty much with everyone. sorry. at least i admit it.

i am dying for amy to have baby jovie so i can just hold a baby. maybe it will help!?

and i want the crib i ordered like 2 weeks ago to be on my door step today.

i am super anxious about this thing called labor lately and the fact that they have to push on my belly to get the remaining blood and gunk out for 24 hours after words. AHHHH!

i am debating whether or not to get an epidural. it has nothing to do with me thinking the medicine used to numb my bottom half is bad for the baby. i just want to see what it feels like. i hear its like your body is on fire! not that, that sounds in any way appealing. i just want to do it, and say that i did. (kinda like why i ran a marathon.) however, what if it hurts so bad i just give up and tell them that they are going to have to cut the baby out?! dramatic. and even if i go natural, i will NOT be taking any kind of natural birthing classes. i find it hard to imagine "finding my focal point" will help me. also, music really does nothing for me so i probably wont find a song that calms me. i will probably just be yelling the whole time. on the other hand it might be nice to enjoy giving birth to my first born and help jordan enjoy the experience a little more by just getting the huge needle jammed in my back. dilate to a 10 and feel "pressure" down there. any advice?

i still take no pictures. i look big and giant in the ones i attempt and have no desire to share those on here. i would then have to look at them and feel embarrassed that i may or may not eat anything and everything times 5.

we found the car seat/stroller combo last night and i am in love.

the room on the other hand has come to a halt. i painted the walls and baseboards like 2 or 3 weeks ago and all that is remaining is the window and closet trim but i can't bring myself to do it.

best news of the week..... i planted my flower gardens yesterday. i seriously love how they turned out. pictures to come! ha... hard to believe i know, i think i have been promising pictures for 6 weeks now of my belly, the bathroom remodel and the babies room. it will all come.

here is to being 25 weeks today. only 15 to go!

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@23 weeks.

i kinda feel like 22 and 23 were all mushed together, like nothing happened or like the week was just full of usual errands and such. and 24 is just about over,  so instead of doing my usual @ _ weeks, i saw someone doing a likes and dis- likes of pregnancy so i am going to copy her.
likes

feeling/seeing this babe move. it brings a smile to my face every time i get a little nudge, i just wish that jordan could feel more often. it still seems like when someone's hand goes on my tummy, the baby stops moving.

having a belly, its kinda nice not having to "suck in" all the time!

seems like my hair is getting thicker... i know it will all fall out but it is nice while it lasts.

eating whatever.

imagining what a great dad jordan is going to be! can't wait!


dis- likes

being so tired ALL the time.

gaining so much weight.

not being able to run/ work out hard. really lets be honest i am sure i could work out harder then i am because i don't work out at all. but i have a hard time feeling like working out... the lbs are going to come no matter what.

feeling sick.

everyone touching my belly. is this just me? i feel like you should at least ask.

and i feel like 40 weeks is such a long time. can it just be august already?


all in all, i can't freaking wait to see this little boy. i am starting to feel a little anxious about the whole labor thing.

i will be 25 weeks thursday!

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i know that maybe i should not just talk about this baby boy and post some other news going on in our lives but really this babe consumes my every thought. so until i get ready again and take another picture of me and my belly this is what you get. these quick weekly updates are more for me then anyone else, i hope these will help with my next pregnancy so when strange things are happening with my body i can look back and remember they aren't that strange after all.

so..

@ 22 weeks.

i still can't shake the morning nausea and throw up sessions.
i feel itchy. is this weird?
i love feeling this baby move.
we thought of a few more names. what do you think? jamisen, this one has been one for the last 22 weeks.  maddux or matix.  jax, jordan loves jaxon but i already have a cousin named jackson, so he loves jax now. beckitt, new as of yesterday. this name game is hard work.
my throat has been feeling much better this week.
my belly is getting so big, i feel like it is as big as my bff amy and she is due in 27 days.  a lady at our favorite lunch place asked us if we were due the same time.  and my m.i.l patted my tummy last night and said "this is going to be a big baby!" so that just tells you i am not exaggerating on how big it really is.
most of the time when jordan tries to feel him move, he stops moving. stink.
his fav. place to kick is my bladder.
i woke up 8 times last night to go pee. jordan growled everytime! :)
i think knox can sense something is going on. he lays his head right on my belly almost everynight.
i don't know who thinks august is never going to come more, me or my mom.
i painted the babies room this week AND we bought a crib! can not wait to set it up.
oh and i am too hot already. this is crazy. i love the summer, like i could live in arizona and have it be 115 degrees everyday, but the last couple days that have been 80 i have wanted to run right back inside. and i got a sun burn from sitting at the park for only 20 minutes. yes i know its going to be a long, HOT summer. i will only be at the pool with matthew if anyone needs me!!

in one week i am headed to st. g. for our annual girls trip. can't wait. maybe ill take a picture or two and write a post about it!

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@ 21 weeks.

this cute baby is the size of a spaghetti squash and about 1 lb!
he has his days that he moves and groves like you wouldn't believe and then some on the quieter side.
i don't think i've mentioned this throat issue i have before but it bugs! i feel like i constently have something stuck in my throat and it gags me all day. lovely. the doc says its most likely acid.
from 16- 20 weeks i gained a crazy amount, i am still a little worried about it. hopefully these 4 weeks its considerably less.
i painted the nursery. love it. started looking for funiture.

i am now just a few days over 22 weeks and am looking forward to the next few weeks with lots of plans so this time passes fast!